Where am i going??

Yeah !! Where am i going?? this question has been bothering me since like.. umm.. quite a while.. coz i really have no idea which direction my life is heading towards.. half my life, i dont know wat i want.. the other half i dont do wat i want.. reason?? i get compromised easily by others.. i dont wanna hurt others.. thats my main motive.. no.. not that im this extraordinarily nice nice girl.. but yeah.. i somehow always have it in my sub-conscious mind that i shud not hurt others.. comes naturally i guess.. but wat that is costing me is a whole lot more.. i mean i think i shud change.. for good.. i dont know.. not that i ll start being rude with people or something.. but i think i should b a bit choosy in the way i live.. in the way i treat people.. i think its high time i start being "independent" in its full sense.. i think i shud start being ME.. yeah.. ME.. coz i believe i always walk in somebody else's shoes.. i dont believe in me.. not anymore.. now, i kinda have the confidence that im something worth mentioning in this world.. i was always this perfect pessimist.. now, im kinda getting over it.. thanx to my friends.. i think i shud start believing in me n my abilities.. yeah.. i am infact capable of doing something if not everything.. n now for the first time, im gonna make a conscious effort to change myself.. n im also planning my future with caution & care..

hope i ll succeed in life.. afterall, all i need is a duplex house in banjara hills with a black bmw, a 9-5 job and a happy family :-p